I guess dreams are always weird. But sometimes mine just flip me out.
I woke up to a gardening show about an Australian gardener guy landscaping people’s yards out of a dream of Dr. Chase (Australian guy) from House designing a garden for my Mom’s yard. Weird way to integrate waking into sleeping, or vice-versa.
Also dreamt about missing Dad. No surprise there. But long stretches of dream where I can’t express to anyone how much I miss him or how losing him feels. I guess that’s really not a surprise, but it was sort of a revelation to me, because that’s how I’ve felt for a while. I don’t want to distress my family any further by mentioning it. I hadn’t really thought that through, but it seems kind of obvious now.